These past few weeks have been a whirlwind of emotion, a roller coaster constantly on highs and dropping to lows before speeding up to the highest point again. I have to admit this ride comes with the job – and during the first few years of any photographers career the majority of the ride will be at the low, waiting on good news to come in, a mixture of wondering when and where your next job is, extreme self critique, late nights frustrated over retouching images and a wanting to always be better at your skill.
I have been traveling non stop this week. I had to return to London to shoot a pitch for a potential ad campaign with a clothing company. My agent phoned me a few days before and luckily it slotted into my schedule – but very tightly. So I’ve been flying to and from London over three days and now running on two hours sleep waiting for my flight to Charlottetown, Canada to shoot for a client. No matter how jet lagged I am and how much I want to throw the towel in right now – I am in love with what I do and no amount of exhaustion could pry me from it.
I am also happy to admit to myself I finally know what I want from life and in the next months I can reveal all. It feels good to know I am finally on the right path and things are going my way. So at the moment I am happy to see where life takes me – and hopefully I’ll continue on the high road for a while!
Here I am enjoying the wonderful British weather. Sorry London – it was good to see you again but NYC wanted me back!! (Photo by Phil Hewitt)
LJ.
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Eileen: Your words are inspiring (August 24, 2010 6:44 am)
lamodelamour: just discovered your work on tumblr ! love it. xxx Fashion Art Director (August 24, 2010 2:31 am)
Eduardo: Wish you good luck and courage. Fortune favors the bold and your career proves that! (August 18, 2010 4:06 pm)
Hannah Marie: There are so many naysayers in this world. So many people who only seem to be around when you're down just to remind you of it. I've especially been reminded of my age and told so many times that I'm too young to be successful. But I'm of the opinion that success is measured more by one's will to persevere. People like you, Damon and Nirrimi continue to be an inspiration to me. Thanks for doing what you do and keeping on keeping on! (August 14, 2010 1:10 pm)
Natalia M: very brave of you! You're so ambictious and determined, just keep going. Love your work! (August 9, 2010 4:18 pm)
frank d: I think everyone's been ont his roller coaster me included. You are fortunate to be where you and even more fortunate to know that you are fortunate. That really makes you appreciate everything and boy doesn't it taste so good. Good luck with your plans. (August 9, 2010 3:41 pm)
Andrew: Hope you enjoy all your travels :D (August 9, 2010 7:09 am)
Titus: Hey Lara. Great to see what you've been up to. Things are clearly going well. Look forward to catching up some time! (August 9, 2010 6:54 am)
Lyn: I love how determined you are about your job, I feel the same way about photography too, you're really an inspiration! (August 9, 2010 6:41 am)
Casttro: i love this pic (August 9, 2010 6:34 am)
Chris: Our weather isn't always like this! I'm currently at the low of starting out as a photographer, but it's nice to see that you're getting what you deserve! (August 9, 2010 6:28 am)