Ever since I was a little girl I always dreamed of having my own wonderland to such an extreme I’d go searching for it.. I was brought up watching fantasy movies – I didn’t want to be Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty or Ariel, I wanted to be Alice and my dream was to find my own wonderland. I often wondered how I’d find it, I’d spend days thinking about a world far from this bland reality we called earth. I wondered if there was an escape, a void, a secret door, a hole in this world I could escape into. I didn’t care what was behind it, that was the fun part – I needed to find it. I wanted it so much I’d actually crawl underneath the small gap underneath my bunk bed to see if there was a secret world, I’d look inside the closet, past my grandma’s fur coats hoping to touch snow and feel the chill on my skin from Narnia, I’d make dens and tree houses in forests and role play a different world. I’d swim every Saturday underwater and see how long I could hold my breath, dance with my eyes closed and my ears filled with the sound of beautiful music: I’d make different worlds in different scenarios.
I am still that little girl, dreaming. However, I’ve come to realize what I was searching for was right in front of me, I can make my world, my vision – right in my camera. I may not be in it, but I can create my vision. I can take that vivid imagination, pinpoint the exact moment, sketch is down, write ideas and then put that image to life.
(Photo above is of me and my sister around the age of four & five playing dress up)
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Studiophotograf: Cutties! ;) (December 20, 2011 2:58 pm)
Laura Abigail: Thanks for sharing your wonderland with us. It's great to see how you create a new world in every picture you take :D Keep up the great work Lara! (April 25, 2010 3:19 am)
TimR: So poignant and beautiful. You've realized something most people never do their entire lives. And it shows in your work. (April 6, 2010 6:54 pm)
Samantha Nandez: The wonderful thing about what we do is that we never have to grow up. I always imagined it like neverland. We can keep our imaginations, we can play while we work, we have the ability to make dreams into reality. And while others lose all that, it's our job to bring it back to them. (April 6, 2010 5:42 am)
Alicia Raft: :) I used to create wonderlands out of boxes, sneak into my attic, run away and spend the night in my little tree haven I made with a blanket in a pine tree. My grandmother always patiently watched alice in wonderland with me and encouraged me to search and create my worlds. Maybe we're alike in coveting photography as that new and everchanging reality! (April 5, 2010 9:43 pm)
Brian: this is quite lovely...thanks for sharing! Your work is really great..so inspiring to see what you are doing! WOULD LOVE TO SHOOT NEXT TIME I'M IN THE UK. BEST WISHES! (April 5, 2010 7:24 pm)
Janet Meas: Your love of fairytales and finding your own wonderland shows in all of your photos. You've created your own style & it's amazing. I will always love your work & be inspired by you! (April 5, 2010 6:49 pm)